how things change. how people change

Tonight I sit here deep in thought. I was so lonely and no hope or real joy in life a few months ago. A while back I had met a woman online. Queenie. She is from phillipines. From the srart I had a feeling she was special. Pure heart  very kind. She had inner strength and resolve.  We talked online and on skype. I trusted her. That took a lot after every thing I had experienced
 In the last few years. I started to develop feelings for queenie. At one point she told me she had feelings for me too. I went to phillipines the end of January and spent 3 great weeks with queenie,  her daughter Shey and the family